Even while Ashmit Patel is returning the onslaughts of the tormenting Dolly Bindra in the Bigg Boss House, his publicist Dale Bhagwagar released the Bollywood actor’s new music video ‘Apni Kahani Apni Zubaani’ at a press conference in Mumbai, this week.
Ashmit, who sang this number himself and shot for the video just two days before he entered the House, is ‘rapping’ away his pain in it. “Ashmit has always been judged for his silence. Through the video, he relives his past, trying to deal with it and move on in life,” informed Bhagwagar at the press meet.
Be it his times with Murder co-star Mallika Sherawat, his efforts to pull his family back together, or the scandalous MMS which rocked his life and took away his love, Ashmit has poured his heart out – all in the song.
“Whether it’s his tirade against Bigg Boss bully Dolly Bindra, or his attempt at clearing his name off the muck he has faced in the past, Ashmit is not going to give up. In fact, he’s more determined than ever, to be proactive and fight back,” the publicist added.
Asked about the ‘true nature’ of Ashmit’s relationship with Sara Khan in the Bigg Boss House, Bhagwagar quipped, its “pure friendship”. But when it came to Pakistani starlet Veena Mailk, he winked and said, “impure friendship” (whatever that meant).
Elaborating, he remarked, “Whether it has been Veena Malik’s frivolous allegations claiming that our Bollywood actress Neetu Chandra is involved with Pakistani cricketer Mohammad Asif in match-fixing, or her enticing moves on Ashmit in Bigg Boss, I’ve always maintained that she cannot be trusted. And after seeing her antics in Bigg Boss, I have a feeling, the nation is agreeing with me.”
Click HERE to view Ashmit Patel’s music video.
The lyrics of Ashmit’s song ‘Apni Kahani Apni Zubaani’
Poochte hain log, hamesha ye sawaal,
Kahan tha? Kahan kho gaya, tu itne saal?
Kuch aise haadse hue, ghira apne ghutno par,
Bebasee, laacharee, sharm se jhuk gaya sar,
Bikhri meri duniya, mere khwab, mera ghar,
Jab chhod jaaye apne, toh lagta hai darr.
My life, my career, all went for a toss,
Bad decisions, bad luck put me through such loss,
One after another, life shot me with a dart,
Like a broken arrow, I was falling apart.
CHORUS
Poochte hain log, hamesha ye sawaal,
Kahan tha? Kahan kho gaya, tu itne saal?
Main batata hoon, apni kahani, apni zubaani…
Something or another kept falling out of place,
A leaked MMS and disgrace, slapped on my face.
No I didn’t do it, but I paid the price for it,
Broken ties, faith and trust, made me feel like shit.
Family relationships turned bitter overnight,
I swear I tried to save it, with all my might.
Flop filmein, rukawatein, baitha tha bekaar,
Na kaam, na cash, na kismat mere yaar.
CHORUS
Poochte hain log, hamesha ye sawaal,
Kahan tha? Kahan kho gaya, tu itne saal?
Life ki game kay patte bunt chuke the,
Toh kya kiya maine?
Drugs? Alcohol? Violence? No way!
I’m stronger than that, all I did was pray.
Turned to spirituality, yoga, meditation,
My limits started going beyond imagination,
Meri body, mera temple, bani meri dedication,
Started redefining this God’s own creation.
Mushkilon ko gale lagaya, mehnat ko apna banaya,
Ek baar phir maine, khud ko apnon ke sang paya.
Chorus
Poochte hain log, hamesha ye sawaal,
Kahan tha? Kahan kho gaya, tu itne saal?
To all those questions here’s my answer,
Hell I’m back, faster and smarter.
I’m focused, I’m stronger, I’m ready to dare,
I’m hungry for the love of all those who care.
For once I wanna set the record straight,
I’m back and I’m gonna make this worth your wait.
Giroonga, uthoonga, phir giroonga, phir uthoonga,
Par kisi bhi dam par, haar nahin maanoonga,
Haar uski, jo khudh haar maan le,
Jeet uski, jo girkar phir sambhal le.